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Fakers (9-9-2010 at 02:54 PM) |
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So motivation is the key
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Posted on 10-11-2009 at 03:37 AM
When ever I start writing, I just hate it and throw it out or stop working on it.
Story of my life
Why try anything when you don't finish it? Why do you continue to strive when you strive to defeat yourself. More on that later I guess.
You see, i'm fragile; mask in hand I aspire. But when the mask is taken off I linger on the hinges of fear. Will not and cannot comply to any
need imagined or real. I can not comply. I procrastinate and push aside the need. Carry on the weight till it breaks my back and I am sundered.
Someone comes along to pick up those pieces only to leave me to go and shatter again.
Sticks and stones may break bones but as the saying gos. Words will always hurt me. My bane, the desire for better words comes to mind but never does
it cross the lips of a sweet warm faced humble person. Sweet words iced as hard as can be, piercing my shambled and hastily built wall. My armor jaded
and I chip apart. Slowly does this detonation take place. My destination is sorrow and failure. Mood: Im sticky....in the hand area.
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Comment posted on 25-11-2009 at 10:26 PM
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Yes i doo willl
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Comment posted on 10-11-2009 at 05:20 AM
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I can relate to this.
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